17 of the month.

This will be another personal blog post, might be boreeeeed to you people. But who cares, this is my blog!! xD

It had been quite a long time since the last time I blog! haha. There's no internet connection in my house here! That just sucks! Recently, am very busy with my work, everyday morning till midnight!! I'll daii soon!

Today is 17th of the month, one month ago of exact the date, is the date that I had broke up with my girlfriend.

These day, whenever I heard or somehow I get to know about her recent news, I can either become very angry or upset in a sudden. I believe I have quite a few personality inside of me, haha. Perhaps, it's called the personality disorder? o.O

Most of the time I don't really understand what I really want, as my thought change variously, it could sometimes be.........

• Positive: You both are still young, you wouldn't be her forever, there's still a looooooong way to go! Anyway, I still wish her the best. :)
• Negative: She lied me! she hurt me so bad! I want to revenge!! HATE!!! >:0
• Depressed: I'm tired of everything, I'm useless, I am not good enough for her.
• Logical: I must work really hard to archive my goal! I want to earn big money, I don't have time to think all these crap! Motivation!!!!
• Emotional: I miss her....... I want to see her........ :'(

Anyway, it's a fact and there is no turning back! So lets accept the truth and move on!! :) No point to dieeee~

The photo is just FAIL. hahaa.

Oh my friends, you guys keep ask me why I drink alcohol ya? I think I got a good reason now, I drink alcohol because I want to calm and to stabilize my emotional, you will never know how bad it hurts. So please just let me. >.<

My sister is going to Taiwan for her Youth Exchange Programme TODAY!! ENVY MAX!!!!!!!!! She said that she'll update her blog and write about her Taiwan trip. So, maybe you people would be interested to know more about her Taiwan trip? She hadn't update yet, but who knows? :)

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