talking about E-Sports

Do you know what is E-Sport? Yes, it's still Sport but from the virtual way kinda Sport. To be more specific, it is MOBA (Multiplayer Online Battle Arena), FPS (First Person Shooting) and many other types. No doubts, these are types of Games, and therefore, E-Sport!

So lately, I am quite addicted to games, especially, DOTA2, ahhh they're some pretty decent games with large competitive scenes, and yes I'm a pretty decent player fyi.

When I play games, I play to win, sometimes when my teammates play bad and eventually dragged the whole team performance down, I get RAGE and MAD and ANGRY and all the complains, "WHAT THE FUCK" "NOT LIKE THAT" "TEAM!!!!!!!!!!!".

"Dude, why are you so serious? This is only just games, chill dude! Games is supposed to be fun and relax to play, why so much anger?", said Teammate A.

How many of you agreed with the statement above? It's just a game dude, chill!

NO, I play to win, not for fun bro! I don't see how it's fun to play regard losing every single game and being such a baddies. Just NO!

What is the main purpose of a Sport? Let's compare gamer to sportman, sportman they do sport just to exercise and maintain a healthy lifestyle, is that the main purpose of sport or to compete to the best in very specific sport competition?

Lee Chung Wei, he felt sad and cried after he was awarded his Silver Medal in 2012 Olympic Badminton Match against Lin Dan. If the main purpose of sport is just to maintain a health lifestyle, he wouldn't be feeling sad. Lee Chung Wei wants to win, he demands to WIN. At this point, sporting is no longer about healthy or stuff, it's about to win.

That is also why I play games so serious, I don't play to lose, I demands to WIN. Winning is the best feeling ever!

WELL, of course, I'm not that BIG like representing Malaysia to go compete in International E-Sport  Scene, but does that mean unless I'm a competitive player else I don't play serious? No, we always need to start from somewhere alright!

 I felt stress when playing MOBA games, "Just quit playing game, if you feels stress and mad about it.", but I enjoyed it at the same time.

An abandoed blog

This blog had been abandoned for so long, since the last crappy blog post lol.

Some of them are so awkward to read, and oh well, that's how people grows right, by writing blog can actually keep track of ones life journey, remembering all those past event, and this and that bla bla bla, when the rabbit drop into the water, the monkey jumps and ate some Ramen, if you actually reading all these, I suggest you go read some nice books will worth your time better.

Bye

hair cut!

went to get my hair cut today and don't really like it. The hairstylist will never get what I mean!! :( After the bad hair cut I bought some Gatby hair dye product as my friend said it's way cheaper to dye hair by my own.

To prove to my mom that I do cut my hair and there is a big different for before and after!! So..... Here is it,

Before

And

After

Ummm... Maybe they don't looks so much difference, but I swear it's really short already and can't see the hair color inside the room. @@

Habits

Lately I found that I had this kind of weird habit that I like to mess thing up. @@

When I has a lighter with me, I'll go burn things up. Not burn the entire thing but part of it, like I burn the chairs, the cards, the plastics that will release some weird chemical-changed-gases lol. Basically anything around me haha.

When I have a pen and a paper, especially blank paper, I'll go do graffiti on the paper, any shit on it, lines, squares, algorithms, numbers, more lines, and shit.

I had a messy table which I personally thinks that it's cool...........NOT! Where you can see, gardenia butter flavor bread, name cards, my crappy lappy, empty carlsberg can, empty keropok container, 4x4 rubik cube, external power socket, clothes hanger, and my AWESOME RAZER MOUSE! :p

Fine! I'll go clean my table up.......... tomorrow. :)

Not to mention about my messy hair, AGAIN! Going to get a hair cut probably this weekends, I don't want this Justin Bebeh hair style no more!! XD

The weekends!

won free ticket to Raymond Lam (boring) concert and shit, exhausted and blahh its monday again! I bought myself a quite-expensive-but-not-so-expensive-among-the-others-model mouse! :D so I decided to show off here!! Proudly present to you my quite-expensive-but-not-so-expensive-among-the-others-model mouse , the Razer Abyssus!!

Blur day in Sabah!

One day, a friend of mine ask me to define a word, Conservation.

What the meaning of conservation? umm, its mean changes or turn into, like a buddist convert into a christian, wrong? OH! you don't mean conversion! Ok, I got what you mean already, it's mean chit chat / talking to someone. What not again? OH! you mean conservation instead of conversation! haha sorry, am so blur today, keep on seeing the wrong word. So, conservation its mean to protect something valuable, like wildlife or old buildings! :D

Wew, life in Sabah is nice, no need to wake early, no need to work, no need to use my brain, reunion with parent brother and sister. Everyday eat 'bakkwa' or 'rougan' (a piece of meat that is in square shape) YUMMEH!

Relaxing life. LOVES!!! <3

Direct Sales = Christian?

So today I had pay a visit to a direct sales company SNE, just right after I am free from my office.

After leaving my office, I went to meet Sienlee my housemate at 7pm, and we took off to there (direct sales) after diner. Am I a direct seller? NO!!! I'm quite a anti direct sales person. :p and no, not even Amway or whatever-way.

Basically, I found out that this company SNE somewhere in Ampang is just another direct sales company that do ........ BRAIN WASH.

Besides from some funny funny speech giving, they also sing some couraging song. Everyone seems so happy there singing together, they hopping they clapping they shake each other hands!! :D

I started to think that maybe song can brain wash people perhaps? No? Then explain to me why there is always a sing songs section for most of the direct sales or christian activity? Opppsss.. no offense to christian out there, I don't say christian people do brain wash too. Did I?

And yes! The direct sales company activity today, they are just like another christian activity, which talks about jesus and ends with singing songs, I mean...... in their own way, like telling you how good is their products, you have to be more active in selling, be more motivated and then ends with singing songs. :)

I see most of them, the victims are aunties and uncles there, people who are at least at the age of 40 ++. I bet they're just too bored so they came there for the jokes and singing songs. So happy! :)

I don't say that every direct sales are lie or money cheating. I'm just saying some common Direct Sales company that do crap. I never say that Christian are lie either, but it just me I don't believe in them, I'm the son of satan anyway.

Yes I'm the son of Satan, as one of my old schoolmate once told me that, for people who are not christian are the Satan worshipper. So am I. xD

Hey, sometimes I really think that SOME of the christian are too sensitive over their GOD ok? I don't care if you called me the son of satan or whatever. I'm still a free thinker. I don't care bluekkkk!

Lastly, I reach home at about 11pm and I'm tired like a dog! Luckily I'm not brain washed either by direct sales or christian. Damn! I had no time to play computer games and I guess its time to say goodnight again! :(

Night everybody!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Bed oh my bed! <3

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